How can i talk to him without sounding like i want him back?

so my boyfriend tuk my viginity at 15 wen he was 24 and a few months l8r we started talking and then we dated 4 lke 2 months but we broke up n then got bac 2gethr but broke up gan...i hvnt cn him 4 almost 3 months but the othr nite at a party we hookd up n he sed tht he missed me so so i told him tht i luvd him n then he went in2 how he wans 2 hava family wit me n will marry me n he luvs me 4eva n all this **** n i totally pourd my heart out 2 him bout evrthin n then he left n hsnt talkd 2 me 4 a wk n i txtd him n askd him y he lied 2 me n he jus yelld at me cuz he was a wrk n had **** 2 do....i wan 2 talk 2 him bout this but i dnt wan 2 sound lke i wan him bac....n i cnt yell at him cuz he won talk 2 me if i do...im so confused! wut do i do!?