Feel completly numb to everything around me.?

I joined the Army but during my time in I had trouble fitting in. I was hazed pretty bad, beatings, ual , isolated from others around me. I joined for college money and wanted to spend my time taking cles and people were upset because they said the Army was for having fun and building life long friendships but I tried to explain I was from a very poor family in a smaller town and joined to better myself. They did not agree with that and told me they would break me down. Now that I am out I don't feel the same. I have trouble focusing and building friendships. I feel completly indifferent to anything. Also I'm having trouble finding a job and soon my unemployment will be out. Life has pretty much been destroyed. They just used me and threw me away and I was trapped in close quarters w/ a bunch of total sociopaths. I feel like my soul died.