Am I coping well with my problems? And is what I'm doing healthy?

well i know exactly where you're comming from, one it's your choice to choose a religion that's right for you, try to "get along" with your parents because if you can get through those next couple of years then before you know it you'll be in college. i used to be completly obsessed with the computer, but i began to branch out because my mom thought i was crazy... i'm not. well i tried lots of new things i'm interested in now maybe you should try to learn new things to broaden your horizon and perspective on life. maybe try and learn about a new culture, make a new food, write, draw, text... maybe you should try to hang out with your friends somewhat because before you know it you're going to never want to deprive from your home...don't apologize for how you feel and a question because that's what yahoo answers and close friends are for... hey i feel pretty pathetic for apologizing all the time, i do it because i think i did domething wrong or it's polite... but i learned to accept myself for who i was and started to enjoy life and it's opportunities. things that mean a lot to you have a point... what i'm always notices is everyone has their flaws and obsessions...everyone. it's not just you it's also everyone. in my opinion try to vent your anger in positive ways... and it shouldn't matter to people if you smile all the time, it's healthy, and i also think it's a nervous thing too. hang on...life should get better. your darkness will become lighter little by little. love life, live like everyday was your last. treasure the things that truely matter to you and. hope this is the answer you wanted to hear...good luck. ^_^